“Why Don’t You Get Her Fixed?”

Yerling started walking at 5 a.m. this morning to get to a bus to take an hour ride to reach the Operation Smile surgical program site in Estelí, Nicaragua. She had a distant cousin with a cleft lip, but she never thought her own child would be born with a cleft.

Yerling said she was in total shock when she saw her daughter, Marianna, for the first time. The doctor told her not to worry, that “it could be fixed.” But up until now, Yerling didn’t know there were doctors who could help her daughter get surgery.  

When Marianna was born, Yerling couldn’t feed her. She worried as she watched her baby become more and more malnourished because she couldn’t properly breastfeed.

Yerling traveled to Managua five times with Marianna to go to an Operation Smile clinic where the medical professionals there taught her how to feed her baby to gain the proper nutrients and strength she needed before the possibility of surgery. Each time she went, it was an all-day trip that drained the family’s small income. Yerling has been waiting and waiting to hear the message that Operation Smile would be coming to Estelí.

“I knew there had to be a solution,” Yerling said.

It’s been difficult being in public with her daughter. “People say, ‘Why don’t you get her fixed?’ And that makes me feel bad,” Yerling said.  

It’s been heartbreaking for Yerling as she has watched her baby get thinner and sicker because of her cleft lip and cleft palate. She had been sick for a full month before showing up at the clinic. Yerling has been praying that she would be healthy enough to be chosen for surgery.

Yerling doesn’t know why her daughter was born with a cleft. She said someone told her the trees around the house are bad luck and have caused the baby to get sicker.

She has also been worried about money.  Her husband is a farmer harvesting beans and corns and makes just enough to feed his family. Just taking the bus costs her $2 round trip and affording surgery was out of the question.

Today at the surgical program site in Estelí, Marianna is wearing clothes and shoes the neighbors bought for her. They want her to look her best when the doctors examine her.

After today, Yerling will learn if Marianna is well enough to receive surgery. Even so, she thanks Operation Smile for helping her feed Marianna, without that help, she says, she doesn’t know if Marianna would have survived not being able to feed.